My seniors

The seniors are leaving. Today is my last with them. Huh...the college might be boring without them.

My seniors are awesome and very nice!!!!
- Daniel gave me his 3in1 drinks, books, file and a lot of his stuffs.
- Keshan gave me his broken table!!! But still can be use and the broken part is actually very small one...haha
- Cheng gave me his book shelf.
- His housemate gave me a "cupboard" (how to say arr?? because it is not really a book shelf and not really a cupboard. But a bit likes cupboard la). I have a lot of bookshelf already..so I borrow it to John and Xiang/Ali; my housemate.
- Zeff gave me his AS books and A2 books!!! Although he used it for a year, but it still ok and look like freshly bought from Uncle Beh!!!
- Wan gave me his maths book (then, I must take maths!!!)
- Christine gave me a few books.
- Aileen gave me her books (a few also).
- Evanca gave me her books (actually as my rewards because she asked me to bring her stuff back to Sabah!!!).
- Susu taught me a lot how to become a leader!!!!

The best thing is: all of those things I got it for FREE!!!!

Accident!

Last Tuesday (3rd November 2009), I have sprained my ankle!!! I tell you, it was extremely painful. And, that was not easy. That night, I can't even walk/step or use my left leg to walk!!! Imagine, how suffered I am when I go to the toilet, taking bath, or even just to move from my study table to my bedroom. I better jump like a Pocong rather than walking. But thanks God, everything last in only a day!!

Thank you to Jin Xiang for supporting and helping me to go to any classes. My classmates, my friends, CF committee, and the Lecturers!!! Thank you also to Eshabell and Claressa for suggesting (actually forcing) me to use their traditional liquid to reduce swelling and relieve sprains. Thank you for those who sms me, supporting and giving advices!!! I received many sms during that night. Some of them, I can't even reply (no credit anymore)!!!


Sorry for those who advised/forced/suggested me to go to hospital/clinic because I didn't go. Although I am going to become a doctor in the future, but I am a type of "keras kepala" person if you ask me to go to hospital/clinic. Haha..not because I hate hospital, but I don’t like being treated/injected/'molest'ed by the doctor. Especially on my legs!!! Haha...ok, God bless you all!

Youth.God Server.Futur Doctor

I believe that everything in life happened for reasons. He has his own plans towards our journey of life. Success, failure, happiness, sadness and etc. Most of us do not understand about the plan. And most of us do not believe that He had planned the wonderful things in our life. We keep on blaming, giving up and saying that we have a bad luck! But, it is us to decide, how we are going to handle it. If we handle it properly, at the end of our life, we will realise that how wonderful and beautiful it is.

I like blogging because that is one of the way how I can share His plan in my life to those who do not realise how beautiful the life is. So, I have changed my purpose of blogging from writing non-sense to sharing the greatest sense of life. This is the journey of life as a youth, a God Server and a future doctor.

I still remember during my exposure programme under JPA Scholarship in medical course at Queen Elizabeth Hospital Kota Kinabalu, Sabah in the end of March, 2009. Most of the doctors discourage us to become a doctor.

“If you want to become a doctor just because of the title, money, glamorous

and being respect by others, forget it!”

“You will lose your life when you become a doctor!”

“Your life is in the hospital!”

Those are are their words to us. Discouraging right? Among 30 of the candidates for JPA Scholars during the exposure programme, I heard a lot of them depressed by the reality of becoming a doctor. For me, huh..do you want to lose your life? Of course not! I want to enjoy and enjoy and enjoy!!! But, then I realised something that inspiring me. What is the purpose for you to live? And what is my purpose in life??? I realised that happiness, glamorous and all that people compete to grab are nothing as compared to serving people, helping them, sharing the words of God and the joy of His love. Those are my purpose of life as youth, God Server and a doctor.

But, I tell you, it is not easy if you do not understand His plan in your life. You will give up, fed up and just become crazy!!! That was me before. But I try to figure out, solve His puzzle and investigate His plan. Wow..then, I believe that everything happen for reasons.

I am a youth. I am a God Server. And, I am a future doctor. I am the Christian Fellowship (CF) President and I am the Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar (MPP) Vice President. Why??? Honestly, I try to run away from all those things. But, it was just happened. And the same question came; why, why and why??? And, the answer is just the same; everything happened for reasons. That is a part of His plan in our journey of life.

I ask you, can you live for 2 weeks with lack of sleep, lack of eats, tiredness, no time for fun, no time for relaxing, no time for everything? As a student, are you happy to live without focus in class, feel sleepy and tired when you lecturer is teaching, cannot understand everything? You come to the class with zero in your mind, and finish it with nothing improved? That was just happened to me within the two weeks. I wake up every day around 7.00am, went for morning prayer until 8.00am, work hard to finish my assignments (extremely hard to finished it especially when I don’t know everything), went to class until evening, and rushing for dance practise. Sometimes I don’t take my dinner or bath just because of no time for that (really timeless). Lunch? Usually, no lunch, just digesting food to gain energy from my breakfast. At night, I have to handle CF practise or CF night, assignments, dance practise, MPP events etc etc! After that, at 11.00pm, I have to come and lead the Rosary Prayer with my catholic friends. And usually sleep around 1.00-2.00am. Then, continue my daily routine as usual. I’m tired!!!

Why all of these things happened to me??? Well youth, I got my strength by prayer (being with God). With God, I understand that this is his perfect plan to me. I thankful to Him of experiencing these things within 2 weeks in my life. I realised that life as a doctor is just like this. No time for everything, except for your responsibilities. It was such a tough weeks for me. Really, I meant it! But, I don’t want to give up! Because what I suffered now is nothing as compared to the glory that He will reveal to me later (Rom 8:18). I have my responsibilities as a medical student. I have my responsibilities as a MPP vice president (at the same time, learning how people lead others). I have my responsibilities as a CF President (bringing my friends to be closer to God, share the love and the words of Him).

“Thanks God for all those things (experiences). Because, I believe that those things will strengthen me. And, build up my maturity towards reflecting my journey of life as a youth, God Server and a future doctor. Amen!”

St. Theresa Feast Day

On 2nd and 4th of October were the celebration days of St. Theresa. There were a lot of events planned by the organizer of St. Theresa Chapel, Nilai Church such as Rosary, Lavena and also Mass. On the 3rd of October, we were having a gathering after mass. There were a lot of performances by the College Students from Nilai University College, INTI College and also my college, KTT.

Talking about the performance, we (KTT) performed a dance that I named it Cultural Contemporary Ethnic Creative Dance from Borneo Students. It consists of Sumazau, Bidayuh, Murut, Iban, what else arr..huh..forgot already. A lot of ethnic creative movement. But, it was unique and awesome! The dancers are: Maegyvear, Ricky, Eric, Via, Michelle and also Karen. We used the Kadazan traditional customs that we managed to brought from Sabah during Hari Raya Aidilfitri Holiday. The main choreography is Willy (thanks yaa), helped by Michelle and me myself. How was it??? Haha..firstly, I’m not satisfied 100% with the performance because of the PA System problems. But, after I heard the comments and audiences’ opinion about it, especially from international students and outsider, I am proud to be the dancers! Haha..well, some of them said that, “I want more!!!!”. Next time la ya...Here I uploaded a few pictures during the dance. Enjoy it!

Welcome to St. Theresa Feast Day Celebration

The dancers: Maegyvear, Michelle, Ricky, Karen, Eric & Via

Keayuan sumandak Sabah

Taking picture with the youngers

Month Of Rosary

“Among the devotion approved by the Church, none have been so favoured by so many miracles as the Holy Rosary”
Pope Pius IX 1849

October is a month of Rosary. Pope Pius IX 1849 said that "Among the devotion approved by the Church none have been so favoured by so many miracles as the Holy Rosary". I have been here in KTT for around 3 months already. What have I done with my Rosary??? Yes, I brought my Rosary to the KTT. And sometimes, I recite the prayer alone in my room. But, I never do the prayer in a group or together with other Catholic friends.

However, tonight I managed to bring my friends to do Rosary together. For the first time, I’ve planned to have it separately with the girls because I can’t find the suitable place and time for us to gather and do the prayer. But, I’ve told them to do as what we have planned to do. Hopefully, they manage to do it. Erm..we were having the Rosary for the first time at Eric’s apartment: 9-3-A2 and there were nine of us who came and joined the prayer (Maegyvear, Mark, Bosco, Ricky, Eric, Joeffrey, Gavin Yap, Gavin Man and also, surprisingly: Dennie. Dennie is not catholic. But, he came and joined us. Thanks Pukberess’s President (Dennie).

I leaded the Rosary prayer and after reciting the prayer, wow..I can feel the peace and the love that we shared by the words in the prayer! Especially when it comes to Gavin Man's turn to recite the Fifth Mystery: The Coronation of Our Lady as Queen of Heaven and Earth. Thanks Gavin! Here are some pictures that I managed to take just before and after the prayer.

After the Rosary, we have planned to have it again for every Thursday (Luminous Mysteries), Friday (Sorrowful Mysteries), Saturday (Joyful Mysteries) and Sunday (Glorious Mysteries). And, I will discuss with the girls later when we are going to have the combine Rosary Prayer ya. Ok, God Bless you all!!!

Church Sport Event 2009

I've just finished the Paroki Sport event between 12 zones in my area (Penampang; under Paroki of St. Micheal). It was such an awesome sport event to get new friends, meet old friends, be closer to God and reunite the Christian community in our area. Well, this is the 5th dwi-sport event of the year! Usually, they will have this sport around November. But, for this year, they make it during the Hari Raya holiday. Fortunately, I went back home. Then, I can join the event. However, they have already selected the representative for each event, so I just come as a reserve for those who unable to compete during that time. They asked me to prepare for 400m, 800m, 3000m, 4x1oom and 4x400m.

Arghh..I haven’t prepared well!!! On Saturday, I have some training with my team. Well, the training makes me exhausted! I got muscular pain! Owh..what I am going to do??? The competition will be on Monday! With that condition, I've decided to drop 400m, 800m and 4x100m open category which are on Monday. I’ve planned to have rest so that I can focus for 3000m (open category) on Tuesday. However, the thing is just the same. I’m still in bad condition of health.

But, I don’t want to disappoint my team. So, I just take the challenge, running with that muscular pain! Then, out of 16 representatives, I got number 5th. Thanks God as I managed to run until the finishing line. Yes, I have thinking to stop running during the competition, but my team are supporting me. Not only my team, but also the PBSM (I don’t know who they are), my friends and other athletes (my team last year during sport event for state level). Thanks to all of you!!!

After warming up for 3000m Open Category (Got number 5th)

With my team - Zon 1 Babagon

-I'm the yellow one-

MPP 2009/2010

Actually, the posts have been revealed on 8th September 2009. But, because of limited time to surf internet + exam week, then I wrote it late. So, out of 24 nominees, only 14 will be shortlisted by the collegians through voting system. Then, among 14 of them, the lecturers and wardens will decide and select their post. So, here are them; the 14 shortlisted new MPP 2009/2010 of Kolej Teknologi Timur, Sepang, Selangor.

PRESIDENT

Ahmad Faruqi B Anwar Fadzil

VICE PRESIDENT

Deeban A/L Ramasamy

Maegyvear Pimid

SECRETARY

Ahmad Nafis Ammar B Ramzan

TREASURER

Noor Ashikin Bt Noordin

ACADEMIC ECXO

Mark Noel Vijevaraj

CULTURE & ART EXCO

Muhammad Sufian B Mohd Yusof

Dalvin Kaur Karlsey

SOCIAL AND WELFARE EXCO

Ricky Rack

Wilynstee Nayyan

SPORT & RECREATIONAL EXCO

Azila Ariffin

Victor Lian Qianyi

DEVELOPMENT & CLEANLINESS EXCO

Alyani Bt. Hadi

RELIGIOUS EXCO

Mohd. Amirul Fauzi B. Ibrahim

"Congratulation to all of you!!! Hope that we can have a good communication and cooperation towards each other. Respect others before they respect us. Let's work together to make KTT such a better place."

Differences & Similarity??

Then, God said, "Let the Earth produce every sort of animal, each producing offspring of the same kind-livestock, small animals that scurry along the ground, and wild animals." And that is what happened.

Genesis 1:24

The voices of the animal

"Thanks God for created me on this world with the wonderful things surrounding me. But, I'm a bit disappointed with the people here. Do they treat me good? Do they care of me? Do they feed me? Perhaps, they kicked me out of their house..huk..huk.."

"But, nevermind. If one day, I got a gift of tongue to speak, I just want the people to reunite among them by blinding them with their differences and reuniting them with their similarity; God. I want them to live in peace, no war and full of grace and mercy!"

"Dear kitty kitty! Thanks for the voices of you. Me, as a human, are also too sad of the people nowadays. Why don't they just live in peace, have peace, share peace and be peaceful when they rise in peace?"

"I wonder when we can live in peace and be in peace...people, can we?"

Exam is over!!!

Physics, Maths, Biology and Chemistry Paper for Mid sem is over!!! Yeah..There are lot of things happen within the week. I am prohibiting myself from touching my laptop (although sometime I did), controlling my eager to shopping and jalan2 cari makan. Wow..most of my daily routine and activities have to be reschedule!!! But, I realise one thing that seem unchanged and yet improving; that is the God. I am still going for the morning prayer, Sunday mass and also student gathering at Church. Well, this is because, God is my priority. Exam is important. But, without God in our exam, this will be meaningless.

After my last paper; Chemistry, hoorrayy!!

I went to Giant Nilai for enjoying and shopping!!!

This is what I have summarized happened there:

First, I went up to the weighting scale, and...WOW!!! Within 2 months in KTT, I loss 2kg. How come arr? Hahaha..then, for those who need advices on diet, just message me (coz I think that I can be a good diet teacher already after I loss 2kg in 2 months!!!)

Next, I accompanied Ricky to buy a sandal for his sister.

Which one do you want?

Let's guess, who's legs is this???

Finally, we spent our time for KFC!!! How to describe arr...erm..

Sedap sehingga menghirup panjang...???

OR, sedap sehingga tersenyum panjang...???

OR, sedap sehingga menjilat sudu plastik panjang...???

Mid-Sem Exam

Next week is our examination week.

4 papers will be taken in 3 different days.

Let us pray together for the blessings from God.

And, all the best to those who will be sitting for their exams!!!

9th September

Physics

11th September

Biology

Mathematics

14th September

Chemistry