Hypocrite

I just, don't care anymore. 

If you don't like me, so then it is fine. 

Because, I am who I'm suppose to be. 

It's better to be myself instead of acting like those hypocrite,

so that everyone gonna praise them and said 'you are awesome'.

Wow. This time, I started my post with emo-kind of expression. (I like it)!!! LOL. Anyway, before I start, just want to let you (readers) to know that nothing happened to me. I am fine, and emotionally stable. Haha. I just want to share about few things regarding hypocrisy (is this is a correct term to be used?)

By the way, I'm a little bit confused about people's perception or people's judgement. (Like I care).

I don't like people to identify me as a 'good' person. I mean, good is good. But, they put the term 'good' as someone perfect (without any mistakes in life)! Well, I am a merely human being too. Not capable of doing everything, and many times fell into mistakes.

Life is an adventure. You can do anything you want to do; and it is your responsibility to think whether you are doing right or wrong. (Leave a comment if you are disagree about this). 

My mother taught and always remind me to behave well, and respect other people. (I believe, your mother did too). But, I hate it that when you behave well, (but your friends didn't), they started to think "Oh, he changed!".

Since I was in primary school, I have many friends (good or not-so-good kind of friends). But it is your responsibility to develop your own personality, although there are many types of people around you. Think wisely about good or bad influences.

I'm so happy when I came to KTT, and been selected as a CF President (which at first, I refused to do so). Thanks Daniel Chong for your text. I'm still keeping it in my phone. The challenges as a CF President taught me to discover more about life and people's personality. There is a lot of thing I still need to learn, and I am learning from everyone (though I am the ex-president now, but I still learning even from my juniors). Like what I've said, I'm not perfect, and I did mistakes.

So, the question is: is it wrong for me to hangout with my friends (let say the not-so-good kind of friends) and sitting with them with their own not-so-good kind of lifestyle? To be clear here, I'm not doing what they are doing. 

For sure, my opinion is that: it is not wrong. What would you say?

But, but and BUT!!! Look around you. Or maybe, ask yourself!  

Because of this, they (some people) started to think badly about you. 

They started to judge something from you!

"He/She is not setting a good example"

"He/She is bad now"

"He/She changed!"

"I don't respect him/her anymore"

"OMD...."

If people labelled you as a good person:

Is it wrong for you to wear short pants to got out anywhere?

Is it wrong for you to dance dangdut on stage?

Is it wrong for you to laugh (like you had never laugh since you were born)?

Is it wrong for you to be a little bit kind of 'crazy' person a while?

OR (biggest OR), a good person is just like a nerd and innocent kind of behaviour???

OR (triple size OR), go meet everyone, act like you are awesome, and get the praise from them. Show to them that you are someone that never do mistake, perfect and the most fabulous! Announce to the whole world, or to make it easier, post in your Facebook status that you are the best angel in the world! (But actually, and sadly, you are not). Oh please. OMD! (Haha. 'Good' sentences influenced by E)

I just, don't care anymore. 

If you don't like me, so then it is fine. 

Because, I am who I'm suppose to be. 

It's better to be myself instead of acting like those hypocrite,

so that everyone gonna praise them and said 'you are awesome'.

P/S: Oh My (Double D) Dolce!!! Let us share about this. Feel free to leave your comments or ideas.