Letter To God

Maegyvear, 6 August 2010.

"God, I'm too tired. Not spiritually, but physically. Maybe because of the things that are going on in my life here. I wish I can have a time like hanging out with friends, singing crazily in K-Box, play bowling then beat Victor, or screaming while watching Ghost/Horror Movies in Cinema. 

But it seems that TIME is the most precious thing that I don't want others to grab it from me. I'm too selfish here. But, what can I do then? Next week will be my IELTS examination. Before that, I'm struggling with my nerves first for my AS Level Results! However, I don't really care. As I worry much on my IELTS. You know God that my English is not that good. I'm hoping for a miracle to come. Please?

There will be 6 more days before I'm going to get my AS Result. 7 more days before my IELTS Examination. 24 more days before my Pre-A2 Examination. And, 66 more days before my real A2 Level Examination.

I'm going to hand-over CF to the new committee in just a few more days, 18 August by the way. 19 August will be my 1 year anniversary as a CF President here. If I reflect back how beautiful is the journey of life that you gave me, I can't believe that! You are faithful God. Your words are awesome. You've said that, You know the plans that You gave me. A plan for good, and not for disaster. To give me a hope and a future! Now I understand. Thanks God.

God, one more thing, I hope that you can take care of my juniors, my friends and especially my family Lord. I'm too busy with my own stuff. I wish I can have much time with them, but...I'm looking forward to it. However, during this moment, help me to take care after them. I love them so much. And, I love you God."

P/S: While typing this letter, John my housemate, who just came back from his class, suddenly asked me; Would you like to go out tonight? Satay Kajang?

God is so, so good!

God Bless.