Disappointed!

Last week (Thursday), I went to Hospital Bandar Baru Salak Tinggi, Sepang. This is because, my mom forced me to do so. If not, I won't be there. 

After check up, I thought its gonna be just a simple session. But, it didn't. It ended up with follow check up to Hospital Putrajaya. When the doctor at Sepang there said, 'this is not good. I need to send you to Hospital Putrajaya to meet the specialist for further check up', I saw myself standing in a dark room with nothing inside my mind. Speechless.

This is my first experience with this kind of problem. I was afraid! Please God. I can't accept if the truth revealed later is what I had imagining before. So, without wasting time, I went to Putrajaya the next day. However, I can't meet the doctor. They gave me appointment on 25 June. 

What? They want me to die first then later check ka?

I have no idea. Really disappointed!

But, what to do. I'm hopeless. However, they suggested me to go to Hospital Serdang to meet the specialist there. Yeah, new hope! So, I went there. But again, disappointed! I can only make appointment in August! Worse than before.

My housemate, John, suggested me to private hospital. But its too far, Ampang. Not only the cost is (of course) much expensive, but it is in exam week. And, I am leading CF this week. Plus, I think I'm okay and this will not be too serious (lack of experience).

But still, I can't just sit down without doing anything. So today, again, I went to Hospital Bandar Baru Salak Tinggi, Sepang. With hope that the doctor can explain more, and give advices of what should I do. But, it ended up with nothing!

I waited almost 2 hours there. 

Then, it's my turn. I knocked the door. I went inside the room, and said hello to the doctor. Then I sat down properly. And began to explain. I thought, with my 'kesopanan' and 'tatasusila' will cheer her up, and make her happy to serve me (because she look tired). But, I was wrong. Instead of giving advices, she scold me indirectly (a bit) and ask me to wait and follow the appointment made at Hospital Putrajaya.

Arghh..

I hope in the future, especially those future doctor who read my blog, please don't be like her. At least, give the patient some advices and suggestion. Or at least, do something to make sure your patient's condition is getting better or not. But today, the doctor disappointed me a lot.

Huh!

Hope, I can get better soon.

P/S: I'm sorry to the CF members and Campus Revolutionaries. This morning, I've planned to join the Morning prayer and Campus Revolution. I did wake up at 7.00am. But, my head was so painful (especially in the morning). I'm still sick. So, I can't manage to come. I took 1 week rest last week. But now ,I think, I need more days for my health recovery. Pray for me. Thanks.