Friday, May 21, 2010

Fear

I told people: 
"Don't be afraid, everything will be fine"

But then,
Beside that smiles,
Beside that fake happiness I've created,
That words swollen me myself.
Now, I'm struggling of telling my shadow:
"Don't be afraid, everything will be fine"

I hope, when the truth is revealed tomorrow,
I can prepare myself to listen and accept
what He had sentence me to be.

Sometimes it is too tough for me,
But, I hope it won't be that hard!

I'm writing now.
I'm blogging now.
So that I can look back later,
how great is the fear
inside me here.

Good night.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

don worry gyver.. anything it is, u wil do gud... keep faith strong, n u wil succeed...

Anonymous said...

~ eeeemmmmm... just like wat i had expected..
but i wanna u realised that U R NOT ALONE.. ^_^


* marce

Maegyvear said...

haha..in post saja ja tu emo2..dun worry..im okay bah..

Anonymous said...

yeah..i just met a rude dr. like dat few days ago...mine is even worst i gues, i went to hosp banting to do medical checkup, he's just tired of doin medical checkup since morning for us plus other students from other college...gues wat he said to us? he ask us to go back to sabah or sarawak...n he even scolded us dat its not easy to be a dr. . wit a high n mean tone like dis 'kmu ingat senang ke mo jd dr.' pegi blik sabah srwk buat minyak...' he's so rude...
pity him la...since he's the only dr. available, dats y he's feeling so tense...wonderin how r we gonna be when we'r dr.??

Anonymous said...

hmm unfortunate??.. i think in your case it still o.k...but what had happen to my grandpa was even worst..my granpa got heart attack then stay at d SMC ovrthere..after that they said that they cant follow up the further procedure n this case have to bring to specialist at IJN we go IJN they said ABOUT several months to bait b4 D operation can b done..but b4 that all the information of the patient they keep it as the first medication we take overthere right?we`ve follow up to make sure all the data that the hospital might need to undergo the opperation were perfect..BUT the cd for the audiogram of the heart cant b read..then we go back n ask them for new CD,they gave sooooo many excuses n we`ve wait for many hours..it still o.k but when we go to the private hospital somewhere overC then they need the information YET!!the CD CANT BE READ..THE OPERATION hv to b done as soon as possible...can u imagine that??..people alwqys said that DOCTOR IS NUMBR 2 AFTER GOD..but god do save peoples` life but doctor is playing with peoples` life..