Pre-Departure Briefing

I'm going back KL tomorrow.

For pre-departure briefing,

which is on 30th June.

I'll be at KL until 1st July,

staying at one of my friend's house on 29th June.

 But, on 30th June, I will stay overnight at the airport;

KLIA.

Alone.

 Anyone want to accompany me there?

(No answer. Huhu)

Anyway, see you guys (Collegemates) tomorrow!

P/S: Do pray for my flight. Safe journey! Thanks.

Its a new day: Monday.

Its a new day: Monday!

The first day of the week.

Now, its 1.20am.

And, I'm still preparing something 

for this coming Saturday Performance.

Rehersal, practise!

But yes, I'm Giving My Best!

Here is a great song, sung by Carrie Underwood:

P/S: How Great Thou Art!

Single?!

I was sitting and talking with my friends this evening.

Lepak-ing with a group of people with 70% almost in drunk condition is always the best situation when you want to discuss about something which needs open-minded opinion.

And the topic was:

Its a great discussion, ended with a great decision.

"Being single is better until you reach your perfect time of becoming a 'couple', so that you won't waste your teenage (solo) life. There won't be another 20th years old age, its gonna be 21, 22, 23 and so on..."

"Gaining experiences will lead you to be more mature and smarter in handling relationship with anyone."

Lastly, we all agreed that:

"You have to know yourself better and be smarter to make a choice in life. There will be always pros and cons, but everything gonna be okay if you can lead yourself to a better way of decision."

P/S: They asked me, won't you feel bored being a single? Erm...

I'm not insane, just emotionally unstable.

The mixture of emotion:

Tired

Sad

Happy

Disappointed

Regret

During this tough-time, 

I learnt how to become more independent,

especially regarding emotion-management, 

when it involves career, responsibility and personal matters.

Be more professional! 

Let not the emotion controls you, 

instead, you control your emotion!

(Especially when you are emotionally unstable).

 

Sabah Youth Day, SYD 3

 Sabah Youth Day 3: 

TAMBUNAN!!!

-2012-

I've joined SYD 2 at Ranau 2008, and it was awesome!!!

I wanted to join SYD 3 at Tambunan next year, but I can't.

I'll be at India during that time.

Studying.

I encourage all the Roman Catholic Sabah Youth to join this event, 

because it worth!

I can assure you that:
you gonna experience something powerful, 

something different, 

and something that you've been searching before.

Here it goes: SYD 3!!!

Lagu tema: 

Berakar dan Dibangun dalam Kristus.

Action Song:

This is the SYD3 Blog:
SYD 3: Tambunan

P/S: I miss SYD 2!!! Haha.

This is what I call: MIRACLES!

Last night, I've joined Novena Prayer with my youth members.

I pray hard so that I can pass my JPJ Test tomorrow (it means, today).

I went to KMK today for my driving test (JPJ Test). What?! Baru ambil lesenkah? Yups. My JPJ Test was today. I suppose to have it last February, but due to few reasons, I have to postpone it. Well, on my way to KMK, I tried to calm down myself by listening to many motivating songs like: 

* Don't Say You Can't - Bruno Mars
* I didn't know my own strength - Whitney Houston

I reached KMK, and met with Amee Soimon (My collegemate). She is also taking her JPJ Test. We talked for a while, and then I was called for Ujian Bukit! My turn: 14!!

I felt something weird. Something that is not good. I have a bad feeling that I won't pass this test. Argghh! So, my name was called by the JPJ, and I was to get ready with the car provided. Guys, the car is damn not nice! Cis, malang sungguh nasibku!

When I started my car, and went up hill and stop, it was perfect! Huhh. Nafas lega. BUT!!!  After that, I press the petrol, the clutch and do what I'm supposed to do, it went up a bit, and then....arghhhh!!! I don't know what happened, but I failed!

They asked me to stop. Dengan muka penuh sedih dan hampa , I went out from the car, and went to see the JPJ for the report! BUT, when I got my report, it was written: LULUS. OMD, is it true? And, I checked the name, gosh...its not mine. It was ANDREW (the guy who managed to pass the Ujian Bukit, just beside my car). I went and see Andrew, he got my paper. I took it, and straight away, my eyes on the result: LULUS!!

I don't know what happened, either the JPJ made mistake, gave me chance, or, maybe due to the car problem. But, I really thanks THANKS GOD!!!

I told my Tutor about what happened just now, and he said: Its my luck! Before this, I was damn nervous. But after that, I don't want to waste the blessing from Him anymore. So, with confident: I went for parking, and 3 penjuru. LULUS. After that, JPJ (Laluan) Test: LULUS CEMERLANG!

NOW, I got my Lesen P!

First miracle of the day.

NEXT, guys, did you still remember about this post: I wish I can... ???

I'm hoping for a miracle.

I don't know what to decide, and how to decide.

I booked my ticket from 29 June to 5 July for JPA Briefing. Actually, JPA Briefing is only on 30 June. But, we planned for Jalan-jalan cari makan dulu. However, suddenly I have my Youth Activity.

Guess what, they sponsored me my flight ticket,

so that I can join the Youth Activity.

OMD.

So, I'm going back on 1 July!

I will do my best for my concert!!!

Thanks to my manager. Hehe.

Another miracle is:
My Church Feast Day!

The celebration was supposed to be on 29 June, which is exactly on the day when I'll be flying to KL. BUT now, I don't know what happened, but it was changed to: 28 June!! I will be singing solo at Church for the second time.

3 things 

that every seconds I think,

and at first I thought were impossible,

BUT now, everything is possible!

Thanks God!!

"For I know the plans that I have for you, 

the plans for good and not for disaster. 

To give you future and hope.." 

Jeremiah 29:11

P/S: Unexpected miracles from Him. Have Faith in Him, in your prayer, and what ever you do. God Bless!

Car Accident!!!

I went out  with my friends for some event.

Roysten (Driver), Achel (sitting in front seat), Baxter, Gumie and me.

3 of us were sitting at the back seats of the car.

On our way back to our kampung after the event, 

it was around 7.45pm,

the ACCIDENT happened!!

-Sample-

(This is how the situation was)

Who's fault?

What happened?!

Well, there is a car (Proton Saga) in front of us, who was wanted to turn right, but the driver didn't use the car signal earlier, and suddenly made a sudden stop!

Roynsten made an emergency break!! 

Our Myvi was just like 20cm at the back of the Proton.

It was super-close!

Thanks God,

we were saved.

BUT, 

UNLUCKILY,

There was a Perodua Rusa Car at the back, driving fast, also made an emergency break, but it was too late. PLUS, his break is not working efficiently (he told us). Then suddenly, BOOMMMM!!!!

Before the Perodua hit our car, 

I sempat  look at the back and saw the driver's face:

-Sample-

What happened next?

How do they (we) settled the matter?!

I won't explain further, but it was settled. 

Man to man talk. 

Without making it worse and complicated by reporting it to the police.

I really thanks God,

because all of us were saved!

None of us get injured, just shocked.

And maybe trauma & phobia (for some; maybe).

I was sitting at the back seat which was the exact point on which the Perodua hit our Myvi. I can't stop thanking Him for saving me, and giving me a chance to continue my life. 

THANKS GOD!

P/S: My first car accident experience, which at the same time, I experience 'love' from Him. Appreciate your life when you still have it. God bless!

When all of us gather together??!

All of us (now) at home!

My parents.

My big-brother.

My elder sister.

2 of  my younger brothers.

And, another 2 of my younger sisters.

With dogs, fishes, birds and chickens!!

When you have a big family,

Your life is like..

erm...

err..

FIREWORKS!!! 

-HAPPY-

I wish I can...

Please,

Please,

Please!!!

I wish I can change the date.

I wish I can come back earlier after the JPA Pre-Departure Briefing!

I wanna join my Youth Activity.

My performance,
My concert!!!

Haiz.

P/S: Please, I need miracles!!!

Say What?!

P/S: I found this photos from someone's blog. Its kind of funny, I think! Haha. Just: Enjoy!

Just the way I am

Its about 2 weeks after I came back home (from my KI Course). 

And, I've been busy most of the time. OMD!

I reached Sabah on 29 May, around 3.00pm at my Kampung. I took my rest first, and z z Z: SLEPT! I was terribly sleepy, because that morning, I slept at 4.00am, til 6.30am ONLY! Gossiping with John Lau for the last time (BROMANCE?!). And, enjoy packing my stuffs. FYI, John Lau is not good in packing his stuff!! Oppss...secret revealed, sorry JL!

I woke up at 7.00pm on that day. 

Haven't bath! 

Haven't eat!! 

Haven't unpack my luggage.

And, I directly received SMS, asking me to go to the stage for Kaamatan Rehersal! I was lazy (and tired) to go actually, but because I'm the emcee, so I have to be there. IF NOT?! They can't start the rehersal. Haiz.

Finished rehersal around 11.30pm.

The next morning, I have to woke up before 8.00am. Because, the event is starting before 8.00am. Emcee-ing for the whole day, until night. OMD!

And so far, I have attended few meeting (for our coming Youth Activity), post mortem (was paid for becoming the emcee!!! Yay), and 4 more up-coming projects.

I've deactivated my FB recently.

WHY?!

Just assume that I am busy, okay?

(After this, don't ask me anymore).

Well,

I want to change!

I want to become more mature.

I want to become more ADULT.

Not a teenage boy anymore, not in anyone teenage dream.

3 months during KI Course had taught me a lot about LIFE.

About FREEDOM.

About HUMANITY.

About being true of who you ARE.

And about accepting yourself.

I've seen different kind of personality.

Those who managed to maintain,

And those who have changed.

I've seen people who can (and really) appreciate others, and those who don't.

I've seen friends who accept the way you are, and those who don't.

I've seen those people who really work hard and want the best for others,

but was treated the way in which they are not deserving it.

I met many people who at first I'm not really comfortable and 'like' them, but after knowing them, I was like "he/she is awesome actually."

I thanks God for giving me the chance to see this thing during KI.
This experience causes me to THINK.
And this experience causes me to LEARN.
And, I've decided to cut all my connection,
to REFRESH,
and to REFLECT about everything.

And hopefully,
I can become someone new,
and something better.

Don't worry, I'm okay.
Still the way I am (slighty different a bit),
Still humble,
Still innocent,
And still virgin.

 

(this might be my last opportunity to use this kind of 2P2C introduction).

P/S: Weird post. Ignore this. Haha. Suddenly, I miss my housemates: John Lau (JL), Victor Lian (Mr. Big V), Xiang (JX), and ZheYan (taken). Hehe.

How Great is Our God

I realise that everytime I lead Praise & Worship during CF, 

most of the time, I'll choose and sing this song.

And until now, I still LOVE this song!

P/S: I really miss my ex-committees (3rd Generation) in CF: Willy, Ricky, Melzie, Edwin, Joyner, Sophia, Victor, Mark, Ling, Gebby, Gavin Man.

9 June 2011

>> I got my Nikon Charger!!! Thanks John Lau for posting it to me.

>> I paid all my 'hutang' to (again) John Lau!

>> John Lau is going to US tomorrow; he promised me for souvenir!!!

I went jalan-jalan cari makan with my friends here.

(Gumie, Kumbil, Gillie, Toyou?!)

MegaLong. OMD! I ate a lot today! I like it. 

Life is getting busy! We'll be having Youth Activity soon.

Meeting here and there!

Plus, 4 more up-coming projects. (O.O)

 

I watched Kungfu Panda 2! 

I know that I'm too late for it, but still, it was awesome!

Received rumours:

Mysore?! 

Same thing will happen like KLE? 

OMD. Please don't!

Hopefully, it is not true.

P/S: Dear my senior (Keshan); get well soon. I'll pray for you. Take care, and all the best for your coming exam (^..^). And, thanks to Aliff for updating me on what is going on in FB!

I didn't know my own strength

This song is dedicated to all my blog readers; 

who didn't know their own strength.

Lost touch with my soul
I had no where to turn
I had no where to go
Lost sight of my dream,
Thought it would be the end of me
I thought I’d never make it through
I had no hope to hold on to,
I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

Found hope in my heart,
I found the light to life
My way out of the dark
Found all that I need
Here inside of me
I thought I’d never find my way
I thought I’d never lift that weight
I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

There were so many times I
Wondered how I’d get through the night I
Thought took all I could take

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

Goodbye FB!

Goodbye FaceBook.

Keep in touch ya!

Text me if there is anything important.

-Thanks-