Friday, December 24, 2010

Oh Holy Night!

Today is 24th December 2010!

O holy night, the stars are brightly shining;
It is the night of the dear Savior’s birth!
Long lay the world in sin and error pining,
Till He appeared and the soul felt its worth.
A thrill of hope, the weary soul rejoices,
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn.

Fall on your knees, O hear the angel voices!

O night divine, O night when Christ was born!
O night, O holy night, O night divine!

Led by the light of faith serenely beaming,
With glowing hearts by His cradle we stand.
So led by light of a star sweetly gleaming,
Here came the wise men from Orient land.
The King of kings lay thus in lowly manger,
In all our trials born to be our friend!

P/s: Christmas is not about new shirt or dress, or maybe fashion. But, its all about celebrating and thanks giving for the birth of our Saviour, Jesus Christ! Let us pray for peace, faith, hope and love! Not forgotten to pray for those who are suffering from war, poverty and starvation. Happy Blessed Christmas guys!

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Christmas Call

I'm singing solo for Gospel (Alleluia) at Church tomorrow night.
This will be my first time singing during Holy Mass (Liturgy)!

Actually, they have already asked me to sing long time ago. But I refused to do so. Because I am afraid and not confident! But for now, for Christmas, I'll take it as a challenge: stepping out from my comfort zone, and receiving THE CALL!

This is not the real photo of my church. Just try to 'picturize' it!

P/s: A bit worry because I'm not used to it. Performing on stage and in Church is totally two different situation. But I was thinking, if mother Mary (without hesitation) received the power of the holy spirit to give birth to Jesus, why we can't even do a simply thing (by singing) as a call and blessing?  

But still: God, help me!

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Towards Christmas: We Are The Reason

Christmas is coming. Advent?
How is your preparation towards Christmas this year?
Not much words, just a song I would like to share with you guys:


As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we’d find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift
Of our lives

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the year went by
We learned more about gift
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man Hug crying in the rain
All because of love
All because of love

I’ve finally found the reason for living
It’s in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I’ll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

"Have a wonderful Advent towards your Blessed Coming Christmas!!!
 God Bless."

Monday, December 13, 2010

Ujian Undang-undang Komputer

I made it!
Yeah, I got 49/50! Huh. If only I can get 50/50???
Never mind la. 1 mistake only. Still, thanks God!

And, there is something that I wanna share here. I went to RILEK Donggongon (the place where I took the computer test). I sat on Computer Number 8. (Kira di hujung-hujung sudah!). And, there is a guy sitting at Computer 7.

I started the test with Ujian Buta Warna: Yes, Lulus! Then, Ujian Nombor-nombor; again: Yes, Lulus! But when I started Ujian Undang-undang, the guy at Computer 7 was nervous and kept on saying:
"Kenapa tidak bergerak ne? Geng, tulung geng!"

I was confused either to help him or just ignore him. Because, there is a camera there! And  it was strictly reminded that we can't communicate!

But still, I looked at him and told him:
"Masukkan nombor IC dan untuk status: Klik pada Orang Awam Malaysia" 
(Suara dengan nada pekerja kaunter!)

Then, I focused back on my test. Gosh, I wasted my time. Huh.

But, he kept on saying "Kenapa ni? Kenapa ni?" 
I helped him. But until the third time, I can't concentrate on my test, so calmly I told him,
"Lebih baik encik berjumpa dengan kakak di kaunter tu ya". But actually, I was stressed that time because I can't really focus and wasted my time. There is few more minutes left!

Huh. He went and met her. Actually, that guy do not know how to use computer. I wonder whether he pass the test or not.

Kasihan jugalah tengok lelaki tu! I wanted to help him, but I can't! At the same time, I was concentrating on my own test.

But really thanks God, I got 49/50!
Beating my elder brother and sister: They got 48/50 and 47/50 last time!

P/S: Some people out there need our help. Sometimes, we got angry! But, be professional. And, try your best first to help him. Need to be reminded also that, we can't help everyone. And, we can't solve everything. There is something that we need to left behind. BUT, always asked yourself: if you in that kind of situation (the guy), how do you feel if people ignored you? 

That is how they will fill too.

God Bless.

Friday, December 10, 2010


Currently, I'm busy with few stuff:

Meeting (For 31 December 2010 Event)
As usual, they chose me to be the emcee. And, I am also one of the Event Coordinator. This is not a youth activity. This is a big event, involving the whole 'kampung'. I haven't yet do my Kertas Kerja! 
Tomorrow will be the meeting.

Carols By Candlelight
This year song will be 'Bethlehem Doiti Jesus'. We want to make it awesome this year. So, most of the night, we'll be having practice. 
And, tonight is our first practice.

Driving Licence
Going to sit for my Computer Test next week.

Painting My House
Busy helping my dad to paint and renovate our house.

Youth Revolution
I came out with this idea after 1.5years staying and experiencing the greatest love in Campus Revolution which caused a great revolution inside me. Preparing 'Kertas Kerja' for KBP too. Dear my CF Friends, do pray for me so that I can make it here! Well, honestly speaking, this is my 'real world' challenge. And, it is not easy. I'm very sure, you guys understand and can imagine how.

P/S: So, please do forgive me if I can't join any other event after outside. Meeting with friends? Next time ya. When everything is settled, then I will surely meet with you guys. I still have many days left for holiday. God Bless.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Di Antara Seribu Bintang (Buat Maegyvear)

Last night, I can't really sleep. Then, I sat on my table inside my room, and played my beloved keyboard. I don't know what to do next. So, I looked at my book shelf and saw my SASILA's Collection.

I opened back SASILA SMESH year 2008.
And, found something that waken me up! I read on page 81.

I was so touched after I read the poem that was written by my teacher; Cikgu Datu Ramlee, for me during my last and final year in SMESH.

Di Antara Seribu Bintang (Buat Maegyvear)

Dia di antara seribu bintang
Bersilau indah di taman angkasa
Bersinar menyinari alam maya
Di antara sejuta hamparan cinta

Hidupnya alpa penuh sederhana
Langkah bersahaja tuturnya berbahasa
Pahit getir bisa digalasnya
Demi ibu dan ayah tercinta

Berbanggalah ibu yang melahirkan
Bersyukurlah ayah yang membesarkan
Hadirnya menyeri sebuah kehidupan
Penyambung generasi citra keunggulan

Berkilaulah engkau wahai bintangku
Bertekad cemerlang menimba ilmu
Perjuangan gigihmu diiringi restu
Kemenanganmu pastinya ditunggu

Ikhlas dari seorang pendidik

Thank you so much teacher. I really thank you for what you have done to me, since I was in form 1. I realised that, without the presence of you in SMESH, my life will be harder then. May God bless you, your health, and your life! One important thing that you need to know: I will always appreciate my teachers, no matter what people told me badly about them. Because, the thing that I count is the good things you did and the blessings you gave in my life! God Bless.

P/S: Nothing much I can do to show how much I appreciate you. But I hope with this post, it can shows that I really do appreciate you, and all my teachers.

Thinking of getting a Girlfriend?


Writing this post just to fill in my free time.
I'm not saying that I desperately need one. Oh please!
But, I just want to share few ideas with you guys, readers.

We heard a lot of thing about this matter, kan?
Cinta Monyet? I believe most of us have experienced it before, at least one in a life time! MOST. Not everyone. Paling kurang pun, pernah bercinta dengan monyet la. Hehe. Kidding!

I'm not saying that this is wrong or not appropriate. Because it depends on how you handle this matter actually.

But there is one interesting thing that have opened my eyes long time ago after being told by someone:
"Kalau tak bersedia untuk memikul komitmen, jangan ghairah nak berkomitmen."

And for me, there are 3 things that a guy should have/get before they plan to be in a relationship.

Having a stable job/career

By hook or by crook, you have to get a job! How you want to support yourself, your partner, and in the future, your family?

Get your own money, please! 

Takkan lah nak bercinta pun masih lagi nak minta duit mak bapak, memalukan! And sometimes (most of the time), burdening them.
Can drive a car!

Some of you might think that this is not important. But for me, it is one of the MUST in list. So that you can bring her for traveling, dating, or even to fetch her from somewhere.

P/S: Counting the days left towards 2020. Apabila tercapainya My Wawasan 2020.

Monday, December 6, 2010

Weekends (04.12.10-05.12.10 ) Journal


This is the day I've been waiting for! Don't ask me why. So, I followed my dad and reached at KMK around 7.40am. It supposed to start at 8.30am! Thanks God, I'm not alone. Got few people there, and I guess they are also a learner.

I looked around: huh, no one I know! Because I'm so pendiam & pemalu, so I chose to sat down alone, and waiting for any of them to go and say "hi" to me. Yes, got 1! A guy. Huh. I went registered and thus my Rm666 is now gone.

8.30am; I entered Dewan C as what the KMK Staff told me to go. 8.30am-8.45am was for Ujian Buta Warna. And, I've finished within 5 minutes only! With tremendously awesome results, I got 100% correct.

Then, I don't know what should I do, because next is a ceramah yang sungguh menghiburkan. I went to canteen because that Ceramah will only start at 9.30am. I bought a bottle of mineral water with tuna sandwich which cost me Rm2.50. For breakfast? No, just for me to fatten myself.

I sat on a table, at the corner of the canteen, alone! Wasting my time by journaling. And preparing module for my younger brothers and sister during their holiday so that they won't waste their time a lot. Get ready for tuition ya adik-adikku.

On interesting part why I stayed at the canteen until 9.30am: they played Church Songs at the canteen. It is like a 'wow'. Then I imagined myself if let say the cafe in my college play the same songs. I will surely become your 'pelanggan setia'.

During the Ceramah, I DIDN'T SLEEP AT ALL! *Clap Clap*. Credit is given to the first speaker who made the talk fun and FUN! And, I managed to become the Peserta Cemerlang as what I've promised before, by not sleeping and actively asked questions! Yes!!! Another *Clap Clap*.

After 5 hours KPP, I followed my dad back to my home, and I drove! Now, I'm not peserta cemerlang anymore for breaking the traffic rules. 

Reached home, played Volleyball with my friends! And, we won! Yeah.

At 7.00pm, I attend a meeting for 31st December event with few Leaders and Youth. As usual, they chose me to become the Emcee.

After meeting, few friends asked me to join them to lepak at Restoran Maimunah Donggongon. At 10.00pm! Then, went back home before 12.00am. Huh. So, tired!

And SUNDAY, after Church, in the evening, few my friends came to my house, and karaoke-ing!!!  Haha. My weekends hobbies!

Friday, December 3, 2010

Stop, read, and think for a while

Well, I learnt a lot nowadays.
(Yes, everyone did too, everyday)!


Different people have different perspective in their life. But I think, one of the thing that can really separate and differentiate human being (socially) is how they 'boast' or be confident of who they are.

Yes, it is all about CONFIDENT!

I like to observe and learn from people around me; though they come from a poor family, not beautiful, ugly, SHORT, fat, or totally not from high-class people, BUT, they are much more OUTSTANDING compared to others. Why? CONFIDENT.

That is how the first class mentality people do.

Look around you. And, observe each and everyone of them: 
How do they talk?
How do they walk?
How do they bring themselves to the middle of the world?

When people sing, though their voice is not that good, but because of their CONFIDENT, people see their performance as something OUTSTANDING.

I watched X-Factor in YouTube. 
And, one of the reason why the panel give them a 'Yes' is because of their CONFIDENT, and thus becoming OUTSTANDING. CONFIDENT is one of the 'X factor' that not everyone has.

Steve Brookstein, the first X-Factor winner that was given a second chance during his audition. Why? At first, he brought not a good image of himself.  He came with just a little confident of himself, his voice and his personality. He is not so outstanding. And I think, if I am the panel, I will too say either 'Yes' for his voice, 'No' for his personality, and it can be 'maybe' too. I like his voice! Especially when he sang Elton John's and Phil Collins' songs. I agreed that he got the voice! But, you can't convince people, or make people believe in you if you yourself lack of confident!

So, how about you?

Are you OUTSTANDING enough?

How CONFIDENT you are in public?

P/S: But remember, being confident doesn't mean that we need to be proud, boast, and do not respect other. Be CONFIDENT, be OUTSTANDING, and at the same time, be HUMBLE and RESPECT others. That is the real meaning of the real 'CONFIDENT' people.

This is just a piece of idea of mine.
Stop, read and think for a while.

God Bless.