Fear

I told people: 

"Don't be afraid, everything will be fine"

But then,
Beside that smiles,
Beside that fake happiness I've created,
That words swollen me myself.

Now, I'm struggling of telling my shadow:

"Don't be afraid, everything will be fine"

I hope, when the truth is revealed tomorrow,

I can prepare myself to listen and accept
what He had sentence me to be.

Sometimes it is too tough for me,

But, I hope it won't be that hard!

I'm writing now.

I'm blogging now.

So that I can look back later,

how great is the fear

inside me here.

Good night.