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Being a leader

 One of my stick notes pasted on the wall, in front of my study table.

Some idea for leaders out there,

Sometimes, your team won't realize that what you did on them is actually building up your teamwork. Although they didn't realize it, never mind. Continue doing the right thing in a proper way. At the end, when you are no longer with them, they will realize that you have actually teach them many values and leadership skills.

As a leader:

1. Give the opportunity for your team to lead.

2. Give the opportunity for your team to speak.

3. Give the opportunity for your team to give ideas.

4. Give the opportunity for your team to learn their mistakes.

5. Give the opportunity for your team to experience different skills of leadership technique.

Do you thing you are a good leader? For me, the greatest leader is not those who have a lot of money, who have many girlfriend/boyfriend, who have superb physical appearance, who win a lot of title, who can speak fluently in English, who can solve many problems, or even make a lot of achievement in the team. But, the greatest leader is those who have the ability to train other people to become a new, future leader. (Salut!)

To be continued...

Juniors coming to KTT

Statement of the day:

"Roughly 260 students coming to KTT next week.

Roughly 215 non-muslim students.

Roughly _____number of christian students will be joining CF next week."

Wow! Large number of juniors coming. Can't wait to see and meet them all. Majority are Chinese and Indian.  The number or female students are also more than male students. Come on, awesome batch of juniors! Orientation week starts this coming monday.


Seniors, be ready!

MPP, breathe in and out normally ya.

God bless.

Facebook

I just realised, my friends list in Facebook reach 1000 already! Yay. A lot of them I reject actually. Hehe. Why? Because, I only approved those known people like my friends, college-mates, etc etc. 

For those unknown? I will message them first: Thanks for the request. By the way, who is this? If they answer me; I simply add you, meaning, status: rejected! Or, if they reply me; I saw your profile in my friend's list, meaning, status: KIV.

Why I'm doing this? For sure, it is not because I'm 'sombong' or what, but, it just that I hate people messing up my Facebook, especially those unknown people. Hehe.

However, yeah! I reached 1000!!

P/S: Tolonglah jangan menyemak lagi dlm FB saya kalau pasal benda yang remeh-temeh!

Take Note!

I have a lot of homework and assignment given by lecturers in this week

I'm having difficulties to wake up early in the morning.

My housemate bought a new wok. Now we can cook in our apartment, and I'm going to become their tutor for cooking lessons.

I'm addicted to green apples!

Changer!

I've realised something.

I am 19!

Oh my goodness. I'm too playful. (I think so). Can someone (please) remind or tell me whether I'm doing good or not? But for me, I'm not doing good. I have to change. And be a changer.

My Top 3 things that I would like to change (become better):

1. Do not talk much (especially the non-sense things)

2. Do not play much.

3. Do not go out (outing) much.

I've admitted. Yesterday (Tuesday), I played, acted and talked immaturely. Wake up!! Time to be serious! People are looking at you. And, they are judging you. They are criticizing you. You are the CF President. MPP Vice President!

I'm sorry to those CF Committee if I didn't show a good example (especially in my daily/routine life). I'm sorry to Susu (CF ex-President) for having this mistakes.

Huh.

The Captainball yesterday reminded me a lot about this thing. 

By the way, we make some changes regarding captainball. Every Tuesday is CF Captainball. A game for fellowship and friendship. We will start with prayer before the games started. 

Learn this:  

"If you want to change, be serious. If you want to make a change, do it will all your heart." Maegyvear.

Good Bless.

My First Day in Class after holiday

Yesterday (monday), I arrived KTT roughly around 12.00pm. Then, I slept until 2.30pm because at 3.00pm, I've promised my friends to join them to Alamanda.  Huh. My flight (monday) is at 7.25am. But, I slept late and have to wake up very early that morning.  I'm very tired!

Today, I set my alarm at 6.50am so that I can come for Campus Revolution and Morning Prayer. But, I switch off the alarm, and chose to continue my sleep. I woke up again at 8.15am. My first class suppose to be from 8.00am to 10.00am. Physics class. But because I late already, so I've decided not to attend the class. Arggh!

Maybe because I was too tired and lack of sleep/rest. Nevermind la. I promised not to do it again. I felt very guilty for myself. My first day and my first class, which is not that good!

Now is my last semester in KTT. I realise that A2 syllabus is not that easy. Plus, we have around 4 months to finish all the syllabus. And, I took 4 subjects: Biology, Chemistry, Physics and Mathematics. Meaning that, we are accelerating, and will be very busy (I think so, and very sure about it). 

So, I'm sorry to all my friends if I don't reply (or late reply) their messages, comments or any questions via phone, email or facebook. If I have extra leisure time, then I will respond them.

God Bless.

My Last, Sunday

Today is Sunday. My last day of Sunday (in holiday). Huhu. A bit sad, because I have to go back college and start my class tomorrow. The most painful point is, when I have to leave my family, friends and all the environment here. I love Sabah so much! 1 week holiday is really not enough for me. Still want to do a lot more thing here.

Today is my last day of holiday. I need to spend it wisely. Manage every single seconds preciously so that I won't regret of not doing what I've planned to do.

Okay, I'll update later. I have to go now, check up!

The Mask

I want people to know and understand that I have many masks. I'm not hypocrite, but, I could say that I have a lot of character. To be in different medium, atmosphere and environment, I have to keep on changing my mask. So, I am the Mask.

People won't agree if I say that I am very pendiam and pemalu. (Don't try to argue). But yes, I am  very pendiam and pemalu. Especially when I'm in a new environment. (Ask people la. Or try to observe yourself). But once I can breathe in and out normally within that environment, then, I can be too playful, and crazy too. (Haha).

I can act like a sissy guy. (Yes). And, I can pretend acting as a soft guy, so that I can squeeze into the environment and medium I've entered. For me, hanging out with soft guys are enjoyable, funny and I enjoy myself too. Because, they have the ability to become the entertainer. But, I am very sure that I am not a soft guy. Very sure! Playful? Childish? I think, those words are the right words to be used.

I am playful. I can be a 'gay' person, or even being as menyampah person by acting like a 'cute-cute' guy. Then, people might think that I am a gay (oh my goodness), or memang menyampah. Please stop judging people! Hehe. That's why I always say: Don't judge the book by its cover. By the way, I have some known gay friends. I'm okay hanging out or being their friend. But once they 'fall in love', get attracted, or last come to worst; trying to get into homosexual relationship, I will totally hate them, and if possible: I want to kill them! Yes, I admit here, I've experience being in those situation. (I'm not shy to share or confess here as I know that I am not a gay). What I did? I ran away from them. And, almost kill some of them.

I can 'jaga hati' people professionally. (Really, professionally). You might wont understand what I mean here, but yes, I can jaga people's heart. Professionally! Haha. I will just agree or accept what they said, what they do, what they trying to prove, but deep inside me, I am laughing and saying "perasannya orang ne! Tidak apa, jaga hati sajalah".

But, those people who really understand and hang-out with me for such a long time, they know that, although I am very playful, and childish, but I am very-very, very SERIOUS type of person, and I can say that I am very STRICT guy too! (Terkejut?) Yes. I am very strict. Especially to those who I care, and I love.

Kalau saya tak sayang, or tak kisah, ahh, lantaklah kamu. Suka hatilah kamu nak buat apa.

P/S: It has been a long time already I've planned to write about this topic. But this time, I got inspired after I saw Daniel's status in Facebook: My junior boys from Sabah and Sarawak are soft. (Sorry Daniel). The purpose is, just to let them know who I am (and maybe, to defend myself too). Haha. Daniel's status is subjective, and it is plural. So, I just being defensive right now before thing become worst. Maybe it is my mistakes too for being over acting until people might categorized me into that group. But, please lah!

Wednesday

A-level 1.5 Students are having their holiday from 12 June until 20 June. Me too! Haha. Ya, but my holiday is different. Still holidaying myself here in Sabah, but at the same time, gaining new experiences serving in my church. I told my CF committees to restore, relax, recharge and come back to KTT with a new fresh face with a new fresh idea. As do I, sambil menyelam minum air.

Last night, Christina (KBP Advicer) asked me to join them in a meeting. So, I came. Glad to say that a lot of new face I met last night. Praise the Lord! First, they discussed about the activities planned. Then, they came to a recollection and reflecting session in which Christina asked me to lead. Oh my goodness, at first I am worried. Because I'm not really prepared. But, I prayed deep inside me. Asking God to give me wisdom. Then, we did it. And, I can say that we did it successfully. Most of them said that they are not wasting their time as they learnt a lot that night. Even the new, fresh youth said so. So, I'm glad. Good job too to the KBP Committees.

Well, even though I'm only in church (here in my hometown) just in 1 week, but there is a lot of thing I have to do. Tomorrow is thursday: Choir Practice for Sunday. Friday: They asked me to play keyboard during Prayer Meeting. Saturday: Choir Practice. Sunday: From 7.00am until 6.00pm I need to represent KBP for youth conference. Then, still on sunday, after the conference, I'm in choir for Sunday Mass Service. That are my activities (serving in church) during my holiday.

Yesterday, I went out with my two brothers. Younger brothers. I spent them having lunch at KFC, but a lot of thing, shopping and, we went to library! Yeah! Haha. I brought them there so that they can have a good time reading books. And, I'm glad when they are happy!

I love my family.